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Match Made in Heaven
[Verse 1]
A victim is oblivious - 0:11
And thinks life can be replaced with ignorant bliss - 0:14
A vampire's just a mess - 0:17
And need's a victim's admiration to feel like they can impress - 0:19
When they find each other it's like love - 0:23
But it is to love as rape is sex - 0:26
The vampire will devour the victim once they're stuck - 0:29
And the victim gets the sweet release of death - 0:32
[Chorus]
One's a parasite, one has chosen to quit - 0:35
They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 0:38
A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 0:41
It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call sick - 0:44
[Verse 2]
Now, they can feel themselves starting to stop - 0:50
Nothing prompts a plan like some jealousy and rain - 0:53
They will now each begin to undress - 0:56
And they're both flesh and bone and open sores and pain - 0:59
Each of them broken in their own way - 1:02
Vampires give up on Jesus, victims give up on themselves - 1:05
It's a match made in heaven for sure - 1:08
Victims won't go to hell for suicide if someone kills 'em first - 1:11
[Chorus]
One's a parasite, one has chosen to quit - 1:14
They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 1:17
A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 1:20
It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call sick - 1:23
[Bridge]
I don't need to be saved - 1:29
I can save myself - 1:32
And I don't need to save you - 1:35
If it takes my heart - 1:38
I don't need to be saved - 1:41
I can save myself - 1:44
And I don't need to save you - 1:47
If it takes my heart - 1:51
[Chorus]
One's a parasite, one has chosen to quit - 1:53
They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 1:56
A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 1:59
It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call - 2:02
Parasite, one has chosen to quit - 2:05
They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 2:08
A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 2:11
It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call - 2:14
Parasite, one has chosen to quit - 2:17
They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 2:20
A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 2:23
It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call sick - 2:26
Raper (Interlude)
See, when I got shot by a cop and I was in the hospital - 0:00
And I was eatin' through a tube that went my nostril - 0:03
It was no games, I was fightin' for my life, but on God, this ho - 0:07
Thought it was cool her dick got shot, cause I'm hard as a rock, you know - 0:11
So when I get out, I'm a gangsta now - 0:15
I looked at death and I done made it out - 0:19
I can have any bitch I want now - 0:23
And my name, it got clout now - 0:27
Nah - 0:31
My nigga, I was broke down - 0:32
I could barely concentrate now - 0:35
I got death all in my veins now! - 0:39
I'm reliant on my main now - 0:43
Damn - 0:46
But I'm brown, so this clown thought I was a clown for not chasin' all the clout - 0:48
'Cause she done read some shit about Hip Hop and think she informed now - 0:52
It didn't matter my body was stiff from laying in bed for three months - 0:56
It didn't matter I could barely get my numb ass fingers around a cup - 1:00
It didn't matter my mind was so fucked up I ain't know what the fuck I want - 1:04
It didn't matter I got shot in the fuckin head, cause this **** - 1:08
Is over here suckin' other dicks and wonderin' why I'm not actin' like **** - 1:12
Alright, ho, look - 1:16
Don't Try to Rape Me
[Verse 1]
My face is twisted up and to the side - 0:00
Behind the skin, I'm disengaged - 0:05
You treat me wrong, you'll pay the price - 0:07
If my spirit does realign - 0:10
It's heartbreak for us - 0:14
And "us" includes you - 0:20
It's heartbreak for us - 0:25
And "us" includes you - 0:31
It takes a part of your soul to enmesh with mine - 0:35
If I press the self destruct, you'll be left with a hole - 0:41
You'll have to lower your standards to keep playing your sick game - 0:46
Until you're evil (Until you're evil) - 0:54
Until you're evil (Until you're evil) - 1:00
You may not be evil now, but trust me, you will get there - 1:05
If you practise enough - 1:13
Oh my, oh me! You are a bee - 1:16
Wanna fuck the sad flowers to make your death honey, but - 1:21
Everybody knows - 1:27
Everybody knows - 1:32
Bees are going extinct - 1:41
#INSTRUMENTAL
Ego Prayer
Dear God - 0:00
I am so sick of these niggas - 0:02
I know you love all your children and created all of them in your image, but - 0:06
Some of these kids is fuckin' retarded bro - 0:12
Like, the gap between what they know and what they think they know - 0:16
Is so much that I just wanna spill all my cards out on the table - 0:23
Just so they'll shut the fuck up - 0:28
But I know your will and your plan for me - 0:32
Requires that I keep some things to myself - 0:35
That I refrain from runnin' my mouth like they run their's - 0:39
And I ask you today - 0:42
To please give me that strength - 0:44
To bite my tongue - 0:46
And bide my time - 0:48
Amen - 0:50
Two-Faced
I did absolutely nothing wrong, you made it feel like I did - 0:04
Reached out because I seemed vulnerable over the internet - 0:09
Never hurt you, never betrayed you, never asked too much of your time - 0:15
Did my best to respect your boundaries, tried to do everything right - 0:20
And still, you abandoned me - 0:25
It's absolute insanity - 0:31
Had one crisis, didn't yell, didn't scream, just went through hell - 0:36
But you think that you're too good to be around someone feeling ill 0:41
You abandoned me - 0:47
That's my whole entire trauma, reinforced my feelings of worthlessness - 0:52
Disappeared without a word, cause I was feeling suicidal - 0:57
Pussy Nigga Insights (The Deep Inside One)
[Intro]
Ok, cool! - 0:02
Bitches are my enemies - 0:20
And I don't mean females - 0:22
I'm talking 'bout pussies - 0:24
I'm talkin' snakes in weeds now - 0:26
Plottin ass niggas - 0:28
Rats who sneak around - 0:30
Comfortable niggas - 0:32
Who just don't think deep - 0:34
Now, everyone you see - 0:36
Is in their own universe and needs - 0:38
Someone to look at them with empathy - 0:40
Take time to see who you be - 0:42
Put themself in your world - 0:44
See things from your view - 0:46
Give you the benefit of the doubt - 0:48
Acknowledge your effort, too - 0:51
But pussies… - 0:53
Pussies… - 0:57
Pussies can't see - 1:01
The forest for the trees - 1:03
Their thinking runs deep - 1:05
As a script on TV - 1:07
[Verse 1]
Their father's an AI - 1:09
Their mother's an ad - 1:11
Their thoughts are in bubbles - 1:13
They pop them for facts - 1:15
All of their loved ones - 1:18
Are gold and dope fads - 1:19
Don't want shit from outside - 1:21
We'll take what they have - 1:23
Their ground is so shaky - 1:25
Deep inside they are numb - 1:27
On the outside flamboyant - 1:29
'Cause they must be the sun - 1:31
A privilege denied to - 1:34
The Deep Inside One - 1:36
It's all just a race - 1:38
They're outrunnin' its gun - 1:40
[Chorus]
Outrunnin' its gun - 1:42
Outrunnin' its gun - 1:44
Outrunnin' the gun - 1:46
Of The Deep Inside One - 1:48
They're out gunning for money - 1:50
Money to trade for honey - 1:52
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 1:54
The Deep Inside One - 1:56
[Verse 2]
Their magic's in lust - 1:58
Their mentor's an app - 2:00
Put out for a product - 2:02
So no love when they're sad - 2:04
Feel enriched by slavery - 2:06
And their dreams are so drab - 2:08
They don't want an outlet - 2:11
Fulfillment's for fags - 2:13
Their schemas still flicker - 2:15
Complacency's their blood - 2:16
Their mask is prodigy - 2:19
'Cause innovators are loved - 2:20
A privilege denied to - 2:23
The Deep Inside One - 2:25
It's all just a race - 2:27
They're outrunnin' its gun - 2:29
[Chorus]
Outrunnin' its gun - 2:31
Outrunnin' its gun - 2:33
Outrunnin' the gun - 2:35
Of The Deep Inside One - 2:37
They're out gunning for money - 2:39
Money to trade for honey - 2:41
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 2:43
The Deep Inside One - 2:45
The Deep Inside One - 2:47
The Deep Inside One - 2:49
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 2:51
The Deep Inside One - 2:54
They're out gunning for money - 2:55
Money to trade for honey - 2:57
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 2:59
The Deep Inside One - 3:02
[Verse 3]
Their social scene is binary - 3:04
Like food, knowledge is fast - 3:06
Their ego's a house - 3:08
Of cards kept steady at last - 3:10
They must feel alive - 3:12
So they will kill you, and fast - 3:14
Don't want to sustain - 3:16
That's just not where it's at - 3:18
The train they're all on - 3:20
Went off the rails just for fun - 3:22
Fuck humble reason - 3:25
That don't give 'em no rush - 3:26
A privilege denied to - 3:29
The Deep Inside One - 3:31
It's all just a race - 3:33
They're outrunnin' its gun - 3:35
[Chorus]
Outrunnin' its gun - 3:37
Outrunnin' its gun - 3:39
Outrunnin' the gun - 3:41
Of The Deep Inside One - 3:43
They're out gunning for money - 3:45
Money to trade for honey - 3:47
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 3:49
The Deep Inside One - 3:51
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Verse 4]
Their pearls evince rot - 4:10
Their charity keeps their clams - 4:11
The future is burning - 4:14
So they put screens in their mask - 4:15
Their hate is a roach - 4:18
Their love is an ant - 4:20
Don't want course correction - 4:22
Invested too much to pass on - 4:24
The beautiful diamond - 4:26
In their matrix's rough - 4:28
On the outside they're smoothe - 4:30
Want to be viewed as a dove - 4:32
A privileged denied to - 4:34
[Bridge]
Fuck it - 4:36
They treat the truth like money, happiness an estate - 4:37
All their stocks are in war and all they know is pain - 4:41
[Chorus]
Outrunnin' its gun - 4:46
Outrunnin' its gun - 4:49
Outrunnin' the gun - 4:51
Of The Deep Inside One - 4:53
They're out gunning for money - 4:55
Money to trade for honey - 4:57
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 4:59
The Deep Inside One - 5:01
The Deep Inside One - 5:03
The Deep Inside One - 5:05
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 5:07
The Deep Inside One - 5:09
They're out gunning for money - 5:11
Money to trade for honey - 5:13
Cream to soothe the wounds of - 5:15
The Deep Inside One - 5:17
Lost in the Clouds
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Verse 1]
My mind palace has a missing wing - 0:27
A locked door without no key - 0:30
And when I lean in with my good ear - 0:34
I hear a small boy crying - 0:37
I knock all night long to no avail - 0:40
Until my knuckles are sore 0:44
The child's cries just continue on - 0:47
Though I think they're getting closer - 0:50
[Pre-chorus]
I used to play like a fiend to make cry all those that cut me down - 0:53
But now I can't sleep 'till I find what wants to shut me out - 0:57
Invading my dreams, its pained whines turn sheep to wolves of doubt - 1:01
Until I can't see just what dies when I'm lost in the clouds - 1:04
[Chorus]
Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 1:08
Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 1:11
You cut me down, made legion my company now - 1:15
I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 1:18
[Verse 2]
My mind palace has no janitor - 1:22
To clean up rejection's mess - 1:25
My own thoughts themselves are dangerous - 1:28
I dull them after sunset - 1:32
My viscera want your body now - 1:35
So why not have my opened hole? - 1:39
My demons have my flesh right now - 1:42
They'll teach you what makes eyes cold - 1:45
[Pre-chorus]
I used to play like a fiend to make cry all those that cut me down - 1:49
But now I can't sleep 'till I find what wants to shut me out - 1:52
Invading my dreams, its pained whines turn sheep to wolves of doubt - 1:56
Until I can't see just what dies when I'm lost in the clouds 1:59
[Chorus]
Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:03
Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 2:06
You cut me down, made legion my company now - 2:09
I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 2:13
Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:17
Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 2:20
You cut me down, made legion my company now - 2:23
I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 2:27
[Bridge]
There's something wrong with me - 2:30
Something that runs deep - 2:33
I'm built differently - 2:37
By something that lurks in the recesses of my past - 2:40
[Chorus]
Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:44
Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 2:47
You cut me down, made legion my company now - 2:51
I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 2:54
Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:57
Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 3:01
You cut me down, made legion my company now - 3:04
I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 3:08
[Outro]
In a black cloud, world is in a black cloud - 3:12
Your head's in a black cloud, my head's in a black cloud - 3:15
In a black cloud, world is in a black cloud - 3:18
Your head's in a black cloud, my head's in a black cloud - 3:21
Love (Me) Mercilessly
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Verse 1]
I'm predisposed to dark nights of the soul - 0:13
'Cause I don't like keeping tabs on the devil - 0:17
But it's easy to assuage what you don't engage - 0:20
So sometimes he still gets close - 0:24
[Pre-Chorus]
It's constant pressure, I need relief - 0:27
Need you to love me mercilessly - 0:30
And I'll return the favour if I don't sense danger - 0:34
I want commitment and not isolation - 0:37
[Chorus]
I love constant touch - 0:41
And that comes from a place of love - 0:44
But I need honest sex - 0:48
So I might stop before I fuck - 0:51
[Verse 2]
I am the daughter of my first love - 0:55
The perfect victim for the second ones - 0:59
But you can't love someone who has to raise you - 1:02
And all rapists have to be cut off - 1:06
So while they may not be my whole world the first day - 1:09
My third would be my first in a way - 1:13
If you want me as your lover, I won't fuck anyone else - 1:17
But you must know my circumstances - 1:20
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm overthinking, I need relief - 1:23
Need you to love me mercilessly - 1:27
And I'll return the favour if I don't sense danger - 1:30
I want commitment and not isolation - 1:34
[Chorus]
I love constant touch - 1:38
And that comes from a place of love - 1:41
But I need honest sex - 1:45
So I might stop before I fuck - 1:48
[Post-Chorus]
Love me mercilessly - 1:52
Love me mercilessly - 1:55
Love me mercilessly - 1:59
Love me mercilessly - 2:03
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Bridge]
You don't get it - 2:20
You don't want it - 2:23
If you get it - 2:27
You might want it - 2:30
But if you want it - 2:34
Then you'll get it - 2:38
You don't want it - 2:41
You don't get it - 2:45
Oh - 2:48
[Post-Chorus]
Love me mercilessly - 2:50
Love me mercilessly - 2:54
Love me mercilessly - 2:58
Love me mercilessly - 3:01
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:04
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:08
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:12
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:15
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:19
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:22
Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:26
Love me mercilessly - 3:29
4 Signs You're Being Preyed On
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Verse 1]
I'm catchin' feelings for my niggas and my sisters - 0:19
'Cause I’ve made so many mistakes - 0:21
I should've fallen off the map by now - 0:24
Lookin' back I caused myself a lot of pain - 0:26
I let myself be disrespected - 0:29
By little kids who just see life as a game - 0:31
I'm movin' past the confusion now - 0:34
If I look, I see the truth, it's plain as day - 0:37
The users among us boldly assume - 0:39
That the prey they're latched on too broken to choose - 0:42
They play the crap out us and hope that the truth - 0:44
Won't cost them their life's work, they're hopin' for you - 0:47
To fall in line, all the time, nevermind your own life - 0:49
Out the blue, they're onto you, they wanna get your soul tied - 0:52
All the use and the abuse, that shit'll leave you so tired - 0:54
Best to choose the better route and watch out for these four signs - 0:57
[Bridge]
(One) They feel like a fucking godsend - 0:59
They make your life so much better - 1:03
Finally, your dreams are coming true - 1:05
They're making you finally fucking alive - 1:07
(Two) They think you're the fucking shit - 1:09
Your best qualities are immediately taken seriously - 1:12
They can't see how you might fail in the future - 1:15
And they can't hold you accountable - 1:17
(Three) You get warnings from the people around you - 1:19
Subtle comments and reactions - 1:22
That indicate they don't like this person for you - 1:24
You seem to be the only one who really likes them like that - 1:26
(Four) They're perfectly compatible with you - 1:29
You live in the same world - 1:32
They're molding themself to you - 1:34
It's a match made in heaven - 1:36
[Verse 2]
See, I felt like I'd just spent my entire life - 1:39
Consumed by paranoia, self-assuring lies - 1:42
Learning how confusion and delusion combined - 1:44
Cut through an essence like a knife - 1:46
Then I found myself filled with unfillable holes - 1:49
Gaps all in the flux of what I thought I knew - 1:52
Questioning everything I'd been told - 1:54
Security's the opposite of life - 1:56
My wishes came true and then my dreams were destroyed - 1:59
The kingdom and the crowd were just white noise - 2:02
Selling shit for shit to replace their toys - 2:04
Thought I'd never get outside - 2:07
No mobility was drivin' me insane - 2:09
Soul-crushing work accentuated the pain - 2:12
The ending just looked like clouds and rain - 2:14
And I couldn't even cry - 2:17
[Outro]
But, now, I can cry - 2:20
Yeah, now, I can cry - 2:27
Now, I can cry - 2:33
Now, I can cry - 2:37
Death Feels Close
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Chorus]
Death feels close right now - 0:24
I feel empty and alone right now - 0:27
Rejected by my home right now - 0:31
Yeah, I'm definitely on my own right now - 0:35
[Verse 1]
I'm wired for desire and cursed by my potential - 0:40
Bleed reality, so I make some niggas feel mental - 0:42
Feelings of doom penetrate my heart tonight - 0:44
Suicide, warfare, leaks in my art, my plight - 0:46
The void is in the distance wherever I go - 0:48
And I feel like it's gettin' closer the more that I know - 0:50
And I'm fallin' in love with it, oblivion is beautiful - 0:52
The pain in my soul is like some knives under my cuticles - 0:54
Death seems more real by the day 0:56
And peace more desirable every time I wake - 0:57
I've been in this life barely two decades - 0:59
And I already feel I've been eaten away - 1:02
By children in the fog - 1:04
Who just can't reach me - 1:06
And elders in the dark - 1:08
Who just can't see me - 1:10
#INSTRUMENTAL
[Chorus]
Death feels close right now - 1:28
I feel empty and alone right now - 1:32
Rejected by my home right now - 1:36
Yeah, I'm definitely on my own right now - 1:40
[Verse 2]
Fantasy, xannies, mary jane in my brain - 1:44
Ease up the pain, lift a little bit of the weight - 1:46
Off my boosm, niggas lookin' and what I'm cookin' - 1:48
And feel like they need to be close, and to get close, they must act fake - 1:50
But Imma be real, I'm the realest nigga I know - 1:52
And real needs real around it for it to survive and grow - 1:54
Surround real with fake, and the real suffocates - 1:56
That's why I cannot and will not fuck with snakes - 1:58
With this EP I'm trying to reach out to all the lost souls - 2:00
Who become prey for these snakes when the dark rolls in - 2:02
Lace 'em up with game and knowledge so they do not fold - 2:04
And instead see and combat all the dark souls - 2:06
That surround them and leech off of all their energy - 2:08
Disrespect them 'til they heart feels like they in shit deep - 2:10
I refuse to let kids fall victim to to the savagery - 2:12
So even if I'll kill myself tomorrow, I'll at least try to teach today - 2:14
#INSTRUMENTAL