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Match Made in Heaven

[Verse 1]

A victim is oblivious - 0:11

And thinks life can be replaced with ignorant bliss - 0:14

A vampire's just a mess - 0:17

And need's a victim's admiration to feel like they can impress - 0:19

 

When they find each other it's like love - 0:23

But it is to love as rape is sex - 0:26

The vampire will devour the victim once they're stuck - 0:29

And the victim gets the sweet release of death - 0:32

 

[Chorus]

One's a parasite, one has chosen to quit - 0:35

They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 0:38

A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 0:41

It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call sick - 0:44

 

[Verse 2]

Now, they can feel themselves starting to stop - 0:50

Nothing prompts a plan like some jealousy and rain - 0:53

They will now each begin to undress - 0:56

And they're both flesh and bone and open sores and pain - 0:59

Each of them broken in their own way - 1:02

Vampires give up on Jesus, victims give up on themselves - 1:05

It's a match made in heaven for sure - 1:08

Victims won't go to hell for suicide if someone kills 'em first - 1:11

 

[Chorus]

One's a parasite, one has chosen to quit - 1:14

They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 1:17

A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 1:20

It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call sick - 1:23

 

[Bridge]

I don't need to be saved - 1:29

I can save myself - 1:32

And I don't need to save you - 1:35

If it takes my heart - 1:38

I don't need to be saved - 1:41

I can save myself - 1:44

And I don't need to save you - 1:47

If it takes my heart - 1:51

 

[Chorus]

One's a parasite, one has chosen to quit - 1:53

They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 1:56

A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 1:59

It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call - 2:02

 

Parasite, one has chosen to quit - 2:05

They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 2:08

A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 2:11

It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call - 2:14

 

Parasite, one has chosen to quit - 2:17

They're both dry and soft, and still denser than brick - 2:20

A victim needs to be used, vampires get off on abuse - 2:23

It's a match made in heaven, and it's what you'd call sick - 2:26

Raper (Interlude)

See, when I got shot by a cop and I was in the hospital - 0:00

And I was eatin' through a tube that went my nostril - 0:03

It was no games, I was fightin' for my life, but on God, this ho - 0:07

Thought it was cool her dick got shot, cause I'm hard as a rock, you know - 0:11

So when I get out, I'm a gangsta now - 0:15

I looked at death and I done made it out - 0:19

I can have any bitch I want now - 0:23

And my name, it got clout now - 0:27

Nah - 0:31

My nigga, I was broke down - 0:32

I could barely concentrate now - 0:35

I got death all in my veins now! - 0:39

I'm reliant on my main now - 0:43

Damn - 0:46

But I'm brown, so this clown thought I was a clown for not chasin' all the clout - 0:48

'Cause she done read some shit about Hip Hop and think she informed now - 0:52

It didn't matter my body was stiff from laying in bed for three months - 0:56

It didn't matter I could barely get my numb ass fingers around a cup - 1:00

It didn't matter my mind was so fucked up I ain't know what the fuck I want - 1:04

It didn't matter I got shot in the fuckin head, cause this **** - 1:08

Is over here suckin' other dicks and wonderin' why I'm not actin' like **** - 1:12

Alright, ho, look - 1:16

Don't Try to Rape Me

[Verse 1]

My face is twisted up and to the side - 0:00

Behind the skin, I'm disengaged - 0:05

You treat me wrong, you'll pay the price - 0:07

If my spirit does realign - 0:10

 

It's heartbreak for us - 0:14

And "us" includes you - 0:20

It's heartbreak for us - 0:25

And "us" includes you - 0:31

 

It takes a part of your soul to enmesh with mine - 0:35

If I press the self destruct, you'll be left with a hole - 0:41

You'll have to lower your standards to keep playing your sick game - 0:46

Until you're evil (Until you're evil) - 0:54

Until you're evil (Until you're evil) - 1:00

You may not be evil now, but trust me, you will get there - 1:05

If you practise enough - 1:13

Oh my, oh me! You are a bee - 1:16

Wanna fuck the sad flowers to make your death honey, but - 1:21

Everybody knows - 1:27

Everybody knows - 1:32

Bees are going extinct - 1:41

#INSTRUMENTAL

Ego Prayer

Dear God - 0:00

I am so sick of these niggas - 0:02

I know you love all your children and created all of them in your image, but - 0:06

Some of these kids is fuckin' retarded bro - 0:12

Like, the gap between what they know and what they think they know - 0:16

Is so much that I just wanna spill all my cards out on the table - 0:23

Just so they'll shut the fuck up - 0:28

But I know your will and your plan for me - 0:32

Requires that I keep some things to myself - 0:35

That I refrain from runnin' my mouth like they run their's - 0:39

And I ask you today - 0:42

To please give me that strength - 0:44

To bite my tongue - 0:46

And bide my time - 0:48

Amen - 0:50

Two-Faced

I did absolutely nothing wrong, you made it feel like I did - 0:04

Reached out because I seemed vulnerable over the internet - 0:09

Never hurt you, never betrayed you, never asked too much of your time - 0:15

Did my best to respect your boundaries, tried to do everything right - 0:20

And still, you abandoned me - 0:25

It's absolute insanity - 0:31

Had one crisis, didn't yell, didn't scream, just went through hell - 0:36

But you think that you're too good to be around someone feeling ill 0:41

You abandoned me - 0:47

That's my whole entire trauma, reinforced my feelings of worthlessness - 0:52

Disappeared without a word, cause I was feeling suicidal - 0:57

Pussy Nigga Insights (The Deep Inside One)

[Intro]

Ok, cool! - 0:02

Bitches are my enemies - 0:20

And I don't mean females - 0:22

I'm talking 'bout pussies - 0:24

I'm talkin' snakes in weeds now - 0:26

Plottin ass niggas - 0:28

Rats who sneak around - 0:30

Comfortable niggas - 0:32

Who just don't think deep - 0:34

Now, everyone you see - 0:36

Is in their own universe and needs - 0:38

Someone to look at them with empathy - 0:40

Take time to see who you be - 0:42

Put themself in your world - 0:44

See things from your view - 0:46

Give you the benefit of the doubt - 0:48

Acknowledge your effort, too - 0:51

But pussies… - 0:53

Pussies… - 0:57

Pussies can't see - 1:01

The forest for the trees - 1:03

Their thinking runs deep - 1:05

As a script on TV - 1:07

 

[Verse 1]

Their father's an AI - 1:09

Their mother's an ad - 1:11

Their thoughts are in bubbles - 1:13

They pop them for facts - 1:15

All of their loved ones - 1:18

Are gold and dope fads - 1:19

Don't want shit from outside - 1:21

We'll take what they have - 1:23

Their ground is so shaky - 1:25

Deep inside they are numb - 1:27

On the outside flamboyant - 1:29

'Cause they must be the sun - 1:31

A privilege denied to - 1:34

The Deep Inside One - 1:36

It's all just a race - 1:38

They're outrunnin' its gun - 1:40

 

[Chorus]

Outrunnin' its gun - 1:42

Outrunnin' its gun - 1:44

Outrunnin' the gun - 1:46

Of The Deep Inside One - 1:48

They're out gunning for money - 1:50

Money to trade for honey - 1:52

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 1:54

The Deep Inside One - 1:56

 

[Verse 2]

Their magic's in lust - 1:58

Their mentor's an app - 2:00

Put out for a product - 2:02

So no love when they're sad - 2:04

Feel enriched by slavery - 2:06

And their dreams are so drab - 2:08

They don't want an outlet - 2:11

Fulfillment's for fags - 2:13

Their schemas still flicker - 2:15

Complacency's their blood - 2:16

Their mask is prodigy - 2:19

'Cause innovators are loved - 2:20

A privilege denied to - 2:23

The Deep Inside One - 2:25

It's all just a race - 2:27

They're outrunnin' its gun - 2:29

 

[Chorus]

Outrunnin' its gun - 2:31

Outrunnin' its gun - 2:33

Outrunnin' the gun - 2:35

Of The Deep Inside One - 2:37

They're out gunning for money - 2:39

Money to trade for honey - 2:41

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 2:43

The Deep Inside One - 2:45

The Deep Inside One - 2:47

The Deep Inside One - 2:49

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 2:51

The Deep Inside One - 2:54

They're out gunning for money - 2:55

Money to trade for honey - 2:57

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 2:59

The Deep Inside One - 3:02

 

[Verse 3]

Their social scene is binary - 3:04

Like food, knowledge is fast - 3:06 

Their ego's a house - 3:08

Of cards kept steady at last - 3:10

They must feel alive - 3:12

So they will kill you, and fast - 3:14

Don't want to sustain - 3:16

That's just not where it's at - 3:18

The train they're all on - 3:20

Went off the rails just for fun - 3:22

Fuck humble reason - 3:25

That don't give 'em no rush - 3:26

A privilege denied to - 3:29

The Deep Inside One - 3:31

It's all just a race - 3:33

They're outrunnin' its gun - 3:35

 

[Chorus]

Outrunnin' its gun - 3:37

Outrunnin' its gun - 3:39

Outrunnin' the gun - 3:41

Of The Deep Inside One - 3:43

They're out gunning for money - 3:45

Money to trade for honey - 3:47

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 3:49

The Deep Inside One - 3:51

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Verse 4]

Their pearls evince rot - 4:10

Their charity keeps their clams - 4:11

The future is burning - 4:14

So they put screens in their mask - 4:15

Their hate is a roach - 4:18

Their love is an ant - 4:20

Don't want course correction - 4:22

Invested too much to pass on - 4:24

The beautiful diamond - 4:26

In their matrix's rough - 4:28

On the outside they're smoothe - 4:30

Want to be viewed as a dove - 4:32

A privileged denied to - 4:34

 

[Bridge]

Fuck it - 4:36

They treat the truth like money, happiness an estate - 4:37

All their stocks are in war and all they know is pain - 4:41

 

[Chorus]

Outrunnin' its gun - 4:46

Outrunnin' its gun - 4:49

Outrunnin' the gun - 4:51

Of The Deep Inside One - 4:53

They're out gunning for money - 4:55

Money to trade for honey - 4:57

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 4:59

The Deep Inside One - 5:01

The Deep Inside One - 5:03

The Deep Inside One - 5:05

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 5:07

The Deep Inside One - 5:09

They're out gunning for money - 5:11

Money to trade for honey - 5:13

Cream to soothe the wounds of - 5:15

The Deep Inside One - 5:17

Lost in the Clouds

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Verse 1]

My mind palace has a missing wing - 0:27

A locked door without no key - 0:30

And when I lean in with my good ear - 0:34

I hear a small boy crying - 0:37

I knock all night long to no avail - 0:40

Until my knuckles are sore 0:44

The child's cries just continue on - 0:47

Though I think they're getting closer - 0:50

 

[Pre-chorus]

I used to play like a fiend to make cry all those that cut me down - 0:53

But now I can't sleep 'till I find what wants to shut me out - 0:57

Invading my dreams, its pained whines turn sheep to wolves of doubt - 1:01

Until I can't see just what dies when I'm lost in the clouds - 1:04

 

[Chorus]

Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 1:08

Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 1:11

You cut me down, made legion my company now - 1:15

I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 1:18

 

[Verse 2]

My mind palace has no janitor - 1:22

To clean up rejection's mess - 1:25

My own thoughts themselves are dangerous - 1:28

I dull them after sunset - 1:32

My viscera want your body now - 1:35

So why not have my opened hole? - 1:39

My demons have my flesh right now - 1:42

They'll teach you what makes eyes cold - 1:45

 

[Pre-chorus]

I used to play like a fiend to make cry all those that cut me down - 1:49

But now I can't sleep 'till I find what wants to shut me out - 1:52

Invading my dreams, its pained whines turn sheep to wolves of doubt - 1:56

Until I can't see just what dies when I'm lost in the clouds 1:59

 

[Chorus]

Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:03

Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 2:06

You cut me down, made legion my company now - 2:09

I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 2:13

 

Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:17

Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 2:20

You cut me down, made legion my company now - 2:23

I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 2:27

 

[Bridge]

There's something wrong with me - 2:30

Something that runs deep - 2:33

I'm built differently - 2:37

By something that lurks in the recesses of my past - 2:40

 

[Chorus]

Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:44

Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 2:47

You cut me down, made legion my company now - 2:51

I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 2:54

 

Lost in the clouds, you can fuck me from the neck down - 2:57

Grey wolves of doubt, you can eat me when I check out - 3:01

You cut me down, made legion my company now - 3:04

I shut me out, this world's head is in a black cloud - 3:08

 

[Outro]

In a black cloud, world is in a black cloud - 3:12

Your head's in a black cloud, my head's in a black cloud - 3:15

In a black cloud, world is in a black cloud - 3:18

Your head's in a black cloud, my head's in a black cloud - 3:21

Love (Me) Mercilessly

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Verse 1]

I'm predisposed to dark nights of the soul - 0:13

'Cause I don't like keeping tabs on the devil - 0:17

But it's easy to assuage what you don't engage - 0:20

So sometimes he still gets close - 0:24

 

[Pre-Chorus]

It's constant pressure, I need relief - 0:27

Need you to love me mercilessly - 0:30

And I'll return the favour if I don't sense danger - 0:34

I want commitment and not isolation - 0:37

 

[Chorus]

I love constant touch - 0:41

And that comes from a place of love - 0:44

But I need honest sex - 0:48

So I might stop before I fuck - 0:51

 

[Verse 2]

I am the daughter of my first love - 0:55

The perfect victim for the second ones - 0:59

But you can't love someone who has to raise you - 1:02

And all rapists have to be cut off - 1:06

So while they may not be my whole world the first day - 1:09

My third would be my first in a way - 1:13

If you want me as your lover, I won't fuck anyone else - 1:17

But you must know my circumstances - 1:20

 

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm overthinking, I need relief - 1:23

Need you to love me mercilessly - 1:27

And I'll return the favour if I don't sense danger - 1:30

I want commitment and not isolation - 1:34

 

[Chorus]

I love constant touch - 1:38

And that comes from a place of love - 1:41

But I need honest sex - 1:45

So I might stop before I fuck - 1:48

 

[Post-Chorus]

Love me mercilessly - 1:52

Love me mercilessly - 1:55

Love me mercilessly - 1:59

Love me mercilessly - 2:03

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Bridge]

You don't get it - 2:20

You don't want it - 2:23

If you get it - 2:27

You might want it - 2:30

But if you want it - 2:34

Then you'll get it - 2:38

You don't want it - 2:41

You don't get it - 2:45

Oh - 2:48

 

[Post-Chorus]

Love me mercilessly - 2:50

Love me mercilessly - 2:54

Love me mercilessly - 2:58

Love me mercilessly - 3:01

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:04

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:08

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:12

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:15

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:19

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:22

Love me mercilessly (I think before I fuck) - 3:26

Love me mercilessly - 3:29

4 Signs You're Being Preyed On

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Verse 1]

I'm catchin' feelings for my niggas and my sisters - 0:19

'Cause I’ve made so many mistakes - 0:21 

I should've fallen off the map by now - 0:24

Lookin' back I caused myself a lot of pain - 0:26

I let myself be disrespected - 0:29

By little kids who just see life as a game - 0:31

I'm movin' past the confusion now - 0:34

If I look, I see the truth, it's plain as day - 0:37

The users among us boldly assume - 0:39

That the prey they're latched on too broken to choose - 0:42

They play the crap out us and hope that the truth - 0:44

Won't cost them their life's work, they're hopin' for you - 0:47

To fall in line, all the time, nevermind your own life - 0:49

Out the blue, they're onto you, they wanna get your soul tied - 0:52

All the use and the abuse, that shit'll leave you so tired - 0:54

Best to choose the better route and watch out for these four signs - 0:57

 

[Bridge]

(One) They feel like a fucking godsend - 0:59

They make your life so much better - 1:03

Finally, your dreams are coming true - 1:05

They're making you finally fucking alive - 1:07

(Two) They think you're the fucking shit - 1:09

Your best qualities are immediately taken seriously - 1:12

They can't see how you might fail in the future - 1:15

And they can't hold you accountable - 1:17

(Three) You get warnings from the people around you - 1:19

Subtle comments and reactions - 1:22

That indicate they don't like this person for you - 1:24

You seem to be the only one who really likes them like that - 1:26

(Four) They're perfectly compatible with you - 1:29

You live in the same world - 1:32

They're molding themself to you - 1:34

It's a match made in heaven - 1:36

 

[Verse 2]

See, I felt like I'd just spent my entire life - 1:39

Consumed by paranoia, self-assuring lies - 1:42

Learning how confusion and delusion combined - 1:44

Cut through an essence like a knife - 1:46

 

Then I found myself filled with unfillable holes - 1:49

Gaps all in the flux of what I thought I knew - 1:52

Questioning everything I'd been told - 1:54

Security's the opposite of life - 1:56

 

My wishes came true and then my dreams were destroyed - 1:59

The kingdom and the crowd were just white noise - 2:02

Selling shit for shit to replace their toys - 2:04

Thought I'd never get outside - 2:07

 

No mobility was drivin' me insane - 2:09

Soul-crushing work accentuated the pain - 2:12

The ending just looked like clouds and rain - 2:14

And I couldn't even cry - 2:17

 

[Outro]

But, now, I can cry - 2:20

Yeah, now, I can cry - 2:27

Now, I can cry - 2:33

Now, I can cry - 2:37

Death Feels Close

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Chorus]

Death feels close right now - 0:24

I feel empty and alone right now - 0:27

Rejected by my home right now - 0:31

Yeah, I'm definitely on my own right now - 0:35

 

[Verse 1]

I'm wired for desire and cursed by my potential - 0:40

Bleed reality, so I make some niggas feel mental - 0:42

Feelings of doom penetrate my heart tonight - 0:44

Suicide, warfare, leaks in my art, my plight - 0:46

The void is in the distance wherever I go - 0:48

And I feel like it's gettin' closer the more that I know - 0:50

And I'm fallin' in love with it, oblivion is beautiful - 0:52

The pain in my soul is like some knives under my cuticles - 0:54

Death seems more real by the day 0:56

And peace more desirable every time I wake - 0:57

I've been in this life barely two decades - 0:59

And I already feel I've been eaten away - 1:02

By children in the fog - 1:04

Who just can't reach me - 1:06

And elders in the dark - 1:08

Who just can't see me - 1:10

#INSTRUMENTAL

 

[Chorus]

Death feels close right now - 1:28

I feel empty and alone right now - 1:32

Rejected by my home right now - 1:36

Yeah, I'm definitely on my own right now - 1:40

 

[Verse 2]

Fantasy, xannies, mary jane in my brain - 1:44

Ease up the pain, lift a little bit of the weight - 1:46

Off my boosm, niggas lookin' and what I'm cookin' - 1:48

And feel like they need to be close, and to get close, they must act fake - 1:50

But Imma be real, I'm the realest nigga I know - 1:52

And real needs real around it for it to survive and grow - 1:54

Surround real with fake, and the real suffocates - 1:56

That's why I cannot and will not fuck with snakes - 1:58

With this EP I'm trying to reach out to all the lost souls - 2:00

Who become prey for these snakes when the dark rolls in - 2:02

Lace 'em up with game and knowledge so they do not fold - 2:04

And instead see and combat all the dark souls - 2:06

That surround them and leech off of all their energy - 2:08

Disrespect them 'til they heart feels like they in shit deep - 2:10

I refuse to let kids fall victim to to the savagery - 2:12

So even if I'll kill myself tomorrow, I'll at least try to teach today - 2:14

#INSTRUMENTAL